how absolutly exhausting being contantly nervous is! it is exhausting physically, it is exhausting mentally. one is in constant unpleasant tremble, with only moments of relaxation when mind just refuses to stay alert any longer and falls into blissful ignorance. it is only the start, the very beginning and i am already ready to turn back to run away from this all - quit, hide, dissolve into nothingness... oh, almighty, give me strength to carry on!
(note to self: must really be bloody struggling, if remembered the almighty)
About Me
- "longing for happiness"
- my likes in no particular order: reading. travelling. cooking. listening. reading. mountains. learning to play my new shiny guitar. quiet. forest. fixing and mending. berries. sun. pretty things.
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